Bitterly I fixate on another wasted day
Jitter-thinking sinks me in my self-inflicted shame
Slithering like a serpent, my regret constricts my strength
I’m drowning in the wake

Reflecting on today
It seems like such a waste
I feel like I’ve done nothing, and all the things I did
Are drowning in a million better things I should have been

My scattered thoughts have once again
Left me in this unsettled state
This coil of overthought mistakes
Is binding me, I suffocate

Now I’m running out of time
At my limit, wondering why
I’m always running out of time again
(time and time again)
Now I’m barely keeping pace
Stuck, somehow, running in place
And everything I chased left me behind

Watch my most hopeful dreams
Betraying me

Oh I can’t stand to think I’d waste another chance
And watch another moment slip right through my hands

But my unwarranted regret
Becomes the pressure in my head
Am I even worth another chance to try again?
(Chance to try again)

Now I’m running out of time
At my limit, wondering why
I’m always running out of time again
(time and time again)
Now I’m barely keeping pace
Stuck, somehow, running in place
And everything I chased left me behind

Fixate (Fixate)
Mistakes
I hate (Mistakes)
This waste
Fixate (I hate)
Mistakes
I hate (This waste)
This waste

Fixated - Time wasted
I hate the way my mind is made
Fixation temptation
Send every hour to the grave
Fidgety and anxious
Suppressing agitated screams
Fixated - Time wasted
I hate my self-defeating dreams